Haystack Heroes | Tommaso Carrara

Since I started making photographs, a little over 2 years ago, I have always followed my instincts and shot whatever I liked to. Whether that was a nice landscape, a street scene, or a nice building, I did not worry too much about what my message was. And probably I still don’ t, as I honestly have no idea what my real intention is behind this side of the glass. The only thing I know is that I enjoy doing it, and I feel like I am creating something unique, which somehow has my own stamp on it.

Surely, I like the vibe of the street more than anything else, but at the same time I had the opportunity to appreciate the tranquillity of a park too. Despite being constantly inspired by the surroundings, I am yet to have started a photographic project. Or I should say, I was yet to have started a photographic project as of August 2021.

As a Londoner based amateur photographer who generally focuses on the urban life, I have recently started to appreciate the remoteness and tranquility some places can provide. This quickly reflected into my very first post-pandemic holiday too: Orkney and Shetland.

My girlfriend and I carefully organised a trip to visit the Northern Isles of Scotland a couple months prior to departure. With all booked and organised, we also left a little to the destiny. Surely not the photographic gear though! I carefully packed the following: Hasselblad 503CXi + 80mm Carl Zeiss Planar CF T*, Minolta Digital Spotmeter F, Peak Design Travel Tripod, Cable release and lots of 120 Kodak Portra 400.

The first leg of the trip was spent in Orkney, and amongst the many beautiful islands that comprise this beautiful archipelago, Westray is certainly one of the smallest. Fun fact: it is also home of the world's shortest flight to Papa Westray, a journey that lasts 90 seconds.

Minutes after disembarking from the ferry from Lerwick, we stumbled upon a scarecrow like I have never seen before. So carefully dressed up and shockingly seemingly human, I could not help but pulling over the car and photograph this work of art. And one other one, just round the corner, 20 meters ahead. Again, I could not help it, I had to make another photo. On the way to the Airbnb room, we stumbled upon another three, all different between each other but so very well-finished. I basically spent the rest of the day and the following one making sure I would not miss any of them, and carefully looking around like if it was a treasure hunt. Yes, I became a little obsessed too, I must admit.

For more of these images, check out the zine: link at the bottom of this article.

Little did I know the scarecrows had been created by families across the island with the aim to raise money for the Royal National Lifeboat Institution. The RNLI is the charity that saves lives at sea. Powered primarily by kind donations, their search and rescue service has been saving lives for nearly 200 years.

It quickly became my very first photographic project: a collection of the sixteen haystack scarecrows I crossed my path with while traveling all over the island of Westray.

Zine of this project

This is to say that, sometimes, ideas for a photographic project come up out of nowhere. You do not necessarily have to have an idea on your mind ahead of time, and this is probably why I was so invested: it all started by chance, and this is, for me, the beauty of it.


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Film photographer Tommaso Carrara is based in London. See more of his work on his website, and connect with him on Instagram. Also, be sure to check out his new zine on this project!

Mother's Day | CJ Eklund with Katie Mollon, Darren Rose, and Amy Jasek

The day I truly felt like I became a Mother wasn’t when my furbaby chose me as his human. It wasn’t when I fell pregnant. It wasn’t when I found out my baby was a boy and it wasn’t when I felt him kick for the first time. It wasn’t even when he was born. It wasn’t when I held him for the first time or even nursed him. The day I truly felt like I became a Mother, was when I finally felt bonded to him. 

The bond we create with the other humans we choose to love is the strongest love there is. It doesn’t always happen as organically as we’re told it’s supposed to, and it doesn’t always mean blood. But when it does happen, it’s some kind of wonderful. I bonded to my own Mother in different ways as I grew into the Mother I am today. I learned, I failed, I learned again. She didn’t know her own Mother. Being adopted, she was chosen by a woman who wanted so badly to be a Mother that she went out and chose a child to love. The moment she made that decision, she became a Mother.

I was lucky growing up, in that I had a tribe of women help to Mother me when my parents divorced. My Aunts, my older Cousins, and especially my Grandmother. They were all Mothers to me in one way or another, and they helped make me the woman I am today. I still look to them for guidance as I raise my Son in this crazy world we’ve now found ourselves in, and right now, there are parents all around the world trying to desperately keep their children sane, happy, and healthy.

So, to this, I say, Mothers, Grandmothers, Sisters, Aunts, Cousins, Happy Mother’s Day. Thanks for doing what you do, even if it’s yelling our full names out in public when we’re almost 40 years old. We love you. This is for you. 

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Water Babe | CJ Eklund

When I fell pregnant with my son, I would often go for a surf. In between the swells, I would talk with him about how much I loved the water and the ocean. I spent a lot of time in and around water and I hoped that he would love it as much as me. He didn’t disappoint. From the moment he was born he has loved water. In any form. Puddles. Rain. Bath-time. The beach. The shower. The sink. The first thing he does when he’s outside is head straight for the tap. Stopping him is next to impossible. He’s my water babe.

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Katie Mollon

My relationship with my going-on-four-year-old daughter is like a mirror. My best and worst traits are reflected back at me through her raw emotions. One of the influences I've had on her is an interest in photography. She insisted that I let her use some of my beloved film. We compromised in this project: a film swap in which she began with a disposable camera, and I shot over top with my favorite SLR. I love how this image captures her confidence: not yet swayed by opinions of others.

Darren Rose

Our son was born on Easter Sunday, which in the UK, was about 5 weeks in to the COVID-19 lockdown. Amongst the many challenges having a baby during the times has presented, not being able to introduce him to friends and family has been the most difficult. Facetime and Zoom calls have helped bridge the gap but my Mum, who lives alone and doesn’t really get on with technology, has not yet had the chance to see her Grandson. Nor has our newly born son had the chance to be cuddled and held close by his Granny.

To help fill the void, I’ve been taking lots of pictures and sending prints to my Mum. She’s been putting them up at home, and put one next to a picture of my Dad, so that he can meet his Grandson too.

Although he can’t make sense of what I’m holding up in front of him, having pictures of my Mum to show him and talk to him about her feels like the best I can do at the moment. As I’ve looking to document the impact of the lockdown on daily life, it’s the images of my Mum and family and friends taken before lockdown that are providing us with comfort and many fond memories. Pictures are important. Never stop taking them.

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Louise, 2017 | Amy Jasek

My one, my only, my girl - but not mine to possess or keep. When she’s not flying high on the swings, she stands firmly on her own two feet, and for this I am thankful every day!


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CJ Eklund is a fine art photographer in Europe, Australia and Africa, currently working on a number of limited edition collections and working on a photo project that focuses on empathy between humans and animals in East Africa. You can see more of her work here or follow @cjeklund on Instagram. 

Film photographer Katie Mollon is based in Michigan. See more of her work & connect with her on Instagram.

Film photographer Darren Rose is based in the UK. Connect with him and see more of his work on his Instagram and on his website.

Amy Jasek is based in Texas. See more of her work on her Instagram and on her website.

Happy Worldwide Pinhole Photography Day! | Amy Jasek, FSC Members

Happy Worldwide Pinhole Photography Day, friends! Times are strange right now, but I hope all our fellow pinhole enthusiasts are finding a way to get creative today in spite of it all.

I never thought I would get into pinhole photography. Years ago, I remember my Dad talking about it; he made his own pinhole camera (I suspect more than one of them) and made a slew of stunning images. That all went in one ear and out the other for me until a few years ago when I had the chance to make a camera out of a couple of beer cans. I can’t say I was thrilled with the results, but I was thrilled that it worked! Then came a Kickstarter by Ondu: backing that project changed my photographic life! I now have three of their cameras and rarely leave home without at least one. I love the realm of the unknown that you enter when you engage in pinhole photography; I love the creative freedom and the relative lack of control, since I’m never entirely certain just what I will end up with on the film.

For a mini online celebration, a few Collective members have shared their favorite pinhole cameras - it’s hard to pick just one, isn’t it? - along with a favorite photograph from it. Hopefully this will spark a little bit of inspiration for you, and maybe some extra pinhole love.


Be sure to check out Pinhole Day’s official website, and join in! Also check out Barbara Justice, Bob St Cyr, Darren Rose , and Jana Uyeda on their Instagrams, to see more of their wonderful work.